I’ve seen this before but have never utilized. My spot is #1. That’s my five hanging out. My key didn’t work. drama.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/U.S._Route_50

BTW, I’m in my rental car with the air cranked. I’m trying to de-sweat while I wait for my boss to arrive. The rental car experience was a shit show. Almost had to drive a mini-can. Then they gave me a car that smelled like a bottle of baby powder had exploded it in. The sweating occurred when I had to unload and re-load my ride. Total clusterfuck and now my hair is flat.

“Time To Move On” – Tom Petty

“Only God Knows Why” by Kid Rock

I’ve been sittin here
Tryin to find myself
I get behind myself
I need to rewind myself
Lookin for the payback
Listen for the playback
They say that every man bleeds just like me
And I feel like number one
Yet I’m last in line
I watch my youngest son
And it helps to pass the time
I take too many pills it helps to ease the pain
I made a couple of dollar bills, but still I feel the same
Everybody knows my name
They say it way out loud
A lot of folks fuck with me
It’s hard to hang out in crowds
I guess that’s the price you pay
To be some big shot like I am
Out strecthed hands and one night stands
Still I can’t find love

And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around

Yeah
As it…hey

And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around

People don’t know about the things I say and do
They don’t understand about the shit that I’ve been through
It’s been so long since I’ve been home
I’ve been gone, I’ve been gone for way too long
Maybe I forgot all things I miss
Oh somehow I know there’s more to life than this
I said it too many times
And I still stand firm
You get what you put in
And people get what they deserve
Still I ain’t seen mine
No I ain’t seen mine
I’ve been giving just ain’t been gettin
I’ve been walking that there line
So I think I’ll keep a walking
With my head held high
I’ll keep moving on and only God knows why

Only God
Only God
Only God knows why, why, why, why
Only God…knows…why, why, why
Only God knows why
Take me to the river edge
Take me to the river, hey hey hey

i need to always listen to my gut.  always.  no exceptions.  i know what’s right for me and what’s not.  i just need to trust myself.  oh, and believing in myself wouldn’t hurt either.